here we go again...

I really dont know what to do with Jason anymore. Yes we had another fight yesterday. He's an all time "pasaway" ever. It's like Ihave a 13 year old lover... As in! I really want to break up with him but deep in my heart I still very much in love. I feel that I really can't live without him. We've been together for almost six years. Honestly,im just thinking of the "cool off" option only rather than breakin up forever. I just want to teach him a lesson in regards with life and relationship. Im still hoping that he will grow up as a mature person. He's a nice person in fairness. I admit I am
have to accept for what he is. But I really cant take his sometimes unexplainable behavior. Im also not a perfect person. So what am goin to do? Isnt it ironic that Im startin to be a good lover and igniting again the fire in our relationship these past few weeks then he did something bad again? Anyway my blood is super boiling everytime his "barkadas" crosses my mind.